
i used to feel this way too, and ofc it could be different for everyone but i was so stuck on the what ifs and it messed with my head a lot. you deserve someone who chooses YOU and you will find them. it takes time, i thought i never would've but i found someone. if i didn't go through that i wouldn't have found him. he's the best person i could've actually asked for. you'll find that person for you.