
Honestly… you just have to hang in there. The story changes. Sometimes you gotta take the hits and then something happens that sets you moving forward. Just know this. You aren’t alone. I’ve been where you are at, and I stuck it out. Then clawed my way out over time. But for what it’s worth… I see you. I hear you.
I’m AuDHD and have depression/anxiety, sometimes I feel really fucking alone or like things are built for me to fail. It sucks. I have people who love me and I’m thankful for that, but I wasn’t always able to see it. There’s a lot of other people out there like you, probably quite a few on your campus. Look for neurodivergent clubs. A lot of us struggle with this, maybe you’ll find someone who not only listens, but understands.