I’ve seen your story unfold and honestly if you’re not happy then leave. What you’re engaging in as your lifestyle is extremely advanced high level stuff and it’s supposed to be fulfilling and rewarding and lead to growth. If you feel like your “promises” can’t be renegotiated or revoked then you’re much better off finding something else that doesn’t foster doubt and unhappiness

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Used to. But I got out of that. It’s all in the mindset. You need a purpose and pursue it. Look for something to ground you. Ppl tend to find that in religion, marriage, work, etc. If you ever feel stuck in your circumstances, remember you can always back out (unless your life is threatened). Either way, remember your life is in your hands. Fight for your happiness and freedom. Don’t live with regrets

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As someone who is “already owned” like your profile says, you think maybe that has something to do with it? If you’re owned by someone you’d think things would be taken care of for you in a way that your life would be rewarding. Just a thought. I don’t know anything though.

5

Yeah. I feel like I’m working at a job, I’m not thriving.

4

Construct a game plan and a set of goals that’ll benefit you in the long run that may be constructive to building your character. Are you doing anything proficient with your time that excites you?

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Nope

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Yep all the time. I have no deep connections, no real passions, I spend most time alone..

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