
I just dont want them, but even if I did I dont think I should have them. I dont have a lot of patience for people and I would try my very best to be good to them, but I know my frustration would leak through, and I cant stand the thought of treating a kid badly. Also, chances are I’d need to have a C section and I just. I like my guts inside me at all times, yanno? I’m not doing all that. Props to you tho, and good luck. I hope you get that happiness <33
I love kids but personally I think I'm to selfish to be a parent myself. I wouldn't want to put them first, or stop doing certain things or lose my current lifestyle and freedom. I would if I had to, but I would lose and hate myself which would likely reflect onto them, which after how I was raised is the last thing I want to do to a child I brought into the world that didn't ask to be here