Hello! I think you have to decide whether these feelings are romantic or not. And btw I think heart fluttering and thinking sm one is amazing and cool is kinda normal! I totally understand what you’re saying though. I personally think you should acknowledge that these feelings are present and move and grow in a healthy way. Me personally, I believe God doesn’t want people to engage in homosexual relationships, so I think it depends on what discern is right and go from there.