
That’s the thing. I had a great childhood. My home life is pretty good. I had a lot of friends that went through a lot of unstable situations but I was pretty oblivious to a lot of things until middle school and even then I wasn’t too aware of everything. I’m the baby of the family too so my family protects me from stuff all the time.
it might be that you do have peaceful dreams but your memory isn't "recording" them because we dream several times a night and don't remember all of them, or maybe it's a night terror situation bc usually children don't remember having night terrors and they usually get less intense but more memorable with age