Yeah in middle/ high school I never really ate bc I didn’t have anywhere to sit at lunch. I didn’t have a lunch pass either so I’d have to pay for a meal sometimes, I was broke. So I would starve myself lol. So it’s nice now to have someone to eat with even though I get worried my face might look fat. But it’s really just a mental thing I’ll look in the mirror and look fine but look down and freak. Its whatever now