only way to get clarity is to bring it up to him. You are allowed to have certain feelings about what he does but you need to express the negative feelings towards him so that he knows. It is much better to talk to someone about it than to think about other scenarios because you do not have the information. Regardless of who you are, he cannot read your mind so please try to ask him to take you out more even if it kills you to have to ask (been there). best of luck to you