
It took a few texts of myself awkwardly trying to say no. I was really high so texting was a bit hard. He finally stopped when I flat out asked to change the topic. My friends suggested that we discuss boundaries but the whole thing just made me feel gross. He apologized today and said that he was just in a mood and should've thought about my feelings. While I appreciate him wanting to do better, it still happened and I still feel gross that saying I wasn't into it wasn't enough for him to stop
So if you learned how to read, you'd see that I was actually going through a period where intimacy disgusted me. If you are able to use context clue, you'd come to the conclusion that I was in one of those periods when the guy came onto me. Because he came onto me. I didn't initiate anything because I was the complete opposite of horny