Spare yourself. dip tf out now. You don’t have to learn the hard way. You don’t have to waste time getting your heart broken. You don’t have to question your own self worth. You don’t have to constantly wonder why you’re not enough- his inability to love you properly says everything about him and nothing about you at all. Or you can choose the hard way- which will more than likely lead to you using drugs and/or alcohol to cope with the inevitable pain this asshole will bring you