
My life is fine-ish but I met a guy who allegedly had anxiety who said “sometimes you have to take a step back and say ‘I’m being stupid’” like wow i didn’t know I could just stop being anxious by being smart enough to stop. Thats very helpful. Unfortunately I am very dumb and stubbornly convinced of every anxiety
Technically I have people in my life I can go to. I just always want to talk to whoever I’m ruminating about and it’s difficult to remember other people exist/i start ruminating about them too. So I have to rely on hobbies that often make me think of them and want to text them anyway. I’m never free.