Communicate all this with him. I did the same and it helped a lot because he can help you work through it too

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You are the only one who will be with you when you die, you are the only person who will comfort you through every sorrow you will ever feel, stand up girl/they/boy idgaf love comes from your heart and no one else so give it to yourself first or you will end up hurting more than him.

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You should tell him this.

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The more you think about smth bad happening the chances of it happening is higher. Remember don’t chase, attract😌

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