Or maybe I just assume everything is against me and it isn’t. But it’s so fucking lonely and with the few people I do know they are nice but never want to hang out. Or my two long time friends who are too busy to even reply. I am convinced everyone hates me but I don’t show it that I know of. But it would be so nice if I knew what was wrong with me so I can know what to fix instead of feeling like a worthless nobody

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I feel exactly the same way as you have described. I only have three friends, but two of them often ignore me, and very clearly hang out without me (and try to cover it up) and sometimes I just feel so upset about it even though being jealous makes me feel like a bad person. I always feel like I’m left out and I worry it’s because I deserve it deep down. The only consolation I can offer is that bad people usually don’t wonder if their bad

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maybe your biggest issue is that you’re pushing those fears into the world and onto other people. it could be a self fulfilling prophecy situation. I would suggest getting into a trauma or anxiety specialized therapist if you have the resources, that’s what i’m in right now and it’s actually really helpful. if you want any tools i could try to help a bit if you dm me. i hope things get better :)

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Same here

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It’s because you’re different and people are uncomfortable by it it’s stupid but you can’t do anything about it I’m the say way

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