Once I stopped being suicidal and depressed my anxiety decided to kick in and made me terrified of dying to the point where I have anxiety attacks thinking I’m having going into anaphylactic shock (I’m not even allergic to anything)

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I work in healthcare and have seen death many times.. everyday I am terrified anything can happen anything can go wrong.. but I guess what I can’t get over is like how tf do you people watch and lose so many people around you I took care of a man who was the only one left in his family and both his friends and wife passed no kids like wow… you really could and up alone one day

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Like how do you keep going and living your life and get through going through so many connections and losing them :/

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