I feel like I’m too much to make friends. I’ve had a really traumatic childhood and I guess that makes me blind to myself acting out the same trauma I experienced. It’s scaring me.
It’s really isolating… I put in effort to no avail AITA
You're not an asshole, but I will say this: your past is not be your fault, but your future is your responsibility. Support from others does help, but nothing's gonna shake till YOU make it.