I hate myself no positive can undo this. I hate myself and i hate myself that I look fine outside but im actually dying inside. I hate myself i that i dont trust anyone to talk this with. I hate myself that i need pain to ease whatever in mh mind
I’m probably a bit older than you and have dealt with low self-esteem or feeling as you do and you’re 100% right talking and getting out of your head is best, just hmu and I promise complete confidentiality and no judgement