having a crush is definitely one of the worst best feelings to have as a man. like this girl means everything to you now and you’re so happy that she’s in your life, but if it doesn’t go your way then it’s the most soul crushing thing ever

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A bit warm and bubbly when you think about them, which would be often about anything from dates, sleeping together (actual sleep), and even to the extreme fantasy of a marriage or living together with kids. Then there’s the shame and guilt of having attraction to them at all later as kind of like a post nut clarity thing minus the nut after the high of fantasizing about being together wears off.

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Never had one

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