no, and i can say that i've been in the same spot. i persisted despite my social struggles and after years i finally have a solid circle of friends and a loving, loyal partner. if I could tell my past depressed self something, i would tell myself to keep on going, despite how hopeless i felt. i hope you can stick around to do the same
im in the same boat twin🤞every day is a struggle, a battle, but u gotta roll with it. don’t solve a temporary problem with a permanent solution and im saying this as a suicidal person. sometimes it’s hard to find urself but its so worth it in the end. U gotta believe in urself. are there ppl u can talk to about this? if not u can dm me i dont mind