We were best friend for like two years first. Dated for a bit over a year. Things changed, I gradually feel out of love. Was immature, broke it off cause I thought that was better than leading her on further. Broke her heart, destroyed whatever we had or could've had. Her crying still haunts me. I'm so fucking sorry A, I didn't want it to end like that 😞

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With regret, gratitude, resentment or with fond. Really depends on the case

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first love? hardly ever. second love? maybe like once or twice a week

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Out of curiosity, are u an idiot whos about to sabotage n blow up a great relationship with a guy who cares about you because you did a deep-dive into his dating history and think you’ve identified his first love and you’d rather fight over a past you cant change than a future you can, because some engagement-farming chronically single sociopath on tiktok convinced you every man’s first love is more important to him than his last? (I promise I’m not accusing you, Im just tryna see something.)

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My first? Tbh who gives a damn? I don’t think about her. And if I do, I feel nothing at all If I want to feel anything, I’d think about my LAST love. And then all I feel is pain. I know shes my last love bc she ripped my heart to shreds and I havent had a real feeling about another human since (though I can fake them perfectly now). I’ll go to my deathbed wondering why she did it. I never even believed in such a thing as a truly evil person until her. But I’d forgive her in an instant.

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Men? Think??? Lmaao

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