when i re read my best friends note from when she committed last night

10

Last night when I stubbed my toe on the corner of my bed

7

Few hours ago watching Bridge to Terabithia

7

I shed a tear thinking about how I was bullied in elementary school not too long ago.

6

Yesterday night because I just never have felt enough.

6

Last night when I was pissed about my team being useless and putting me on the hook for finishing three weeks worth of research in three days

5

A couple months ago cause she left unexpectedly and I miss her

4

I think it was either Sunday or Saturday when I was having a bunch of depressing and self deprecating thoughts again.

3

I genuinely don’t remember

3

March 2024 when we won the ACC

3

The night after I had to turn down an outing with a girl recently that I had the hugest crush because of some serious family issues going on, cried more because of the latter but really don’t want to specify

3

I get close every now and then, but my last good cry was a few years back. It was Christmas eve a few months after my girlfriend of two years left me and, for some reason, that was when it sank in how alone I really was.

3

I wouldn’t consider it a full cry because I haven’t done that in forever, but I have gotten teary eyed before because of not feeling worthy enough to be in a relationship.

1

12 days ago when my childhood cat was put down

1

My last high school soccer game almost 3 years ago

1

I’ve never cried cause I’m an Alpha Male

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