Keep going but do it for yourself! Remember that each small step counts. I suggest finding a person or character that motivates you. Me personally that’s my gym partner, Spider-Man, Batman, Zoro, and Luffy. Keep in mind some days you may not feel motivated but that’s when it’s most important to go, you gotta push through it and stay disciplined even when you’re down. You’ll get there
If you want a boyfriend you can have one. But 99% of the time he will also be fat and unattractive. So see what kind of man you want and slowly but surely work towards it. I am also on a weight loss journey and my reason for success is striving to become attractive enough to pull the women I want.