
I don’t have any career prospects. I went to college for filmmaking. I didn’t learn how to be a good filmmaker. So I basically, my career path is anyone’s guess. I still feel like my heart and soul is inherently creative. But nothing I create is good. I’ve tired screenplays. Short stories. An incomplete novel manuscript. Incomplete song lyrics about my miserable life. But I have no career prospects.
That’s not how neurodivergence works and you saying that is truly ignorant. People with ADHD and Autism are not lazy. Your laziness is caused by you. My friend with Autism? Writing her dissertation on Autism in media and how it affected her life. My friend with ADHD? Has an internship at NASA. My aunt with Autism and ADHD? An artist and writer. Their disabilities don’t define them, stop trying to let a label define you
It’s also possible that I’m a horrible evil person who thinks he is too good to has to expend any type of effort. Maybe I should unalive myself to avoid being a negative influence on the world. In Japan, traditionally, there was this cultural attitude that if you bring shame to your family, you should unalive yourself to repair that. Maybe I should unalive myself to avoid being a negative influence on others.