
I did this for a while so glad I’m finally over it and don’t do this anymore. But I was abused my whole life never received love so to get even the bare minimum from someone was a treat for me. Now I realize my worth and just bc I didn’t receive love growing up doesn’t mean I didn’t deserve it or don’t deserve it now.
Recently got out of a relationship where I got treated like poop. He manipulated me into staying constantly and I never realized how 'bad' he actually was until I broke up with him. I was always a "Id never let a man treat me that way..." and it wasnt until I was trapped that I realized 'how' it happens.