
Also, I always make sure she knows I’m always here for her and I know she knows it. She never hides anything and she basically tells me everything. I just don’t know if she knows how I truly feel but doesn’t admit seeing it. And I’ve changed since I’ve asked her out the first time, lost a ton of weight (105+ lbs) and I and emotionally and mentally better. And very independent. I want to tell her but I don’t want to risk what we have not for what probably would never be.