
I know it is really hard to see right now but in a few years you will be so thankful that you did not end up with the person who you thought was so great right now. You’ll meet many more people, better people, and you yourself will also grow and want different things. It’s GOOD to not end up with your first. I know it really sucks though, do lots of self care and get back into old hobbies and stuff, you’ll find yourself and it will hurt less over time till it doesn’t hurt at all anymore.