
he really wants to date me and i keep saying no and that he’s free to find someone else like i’m not holding him hostage or anything/i wont be mad. i’ve been very clear about that from the beginning but recently he told me he thinks it’s time he start looking for someone else who wants a relationship and i started crying and panicking. like not in front of him to guilt him or anything like we were texting and i didn’t tell him but i don’t know what that means
maybe. i don’t exactly think of myself as an afraid of commitment type. like i was in a relationship for over a year, then a situationship that i wanted to be a relationship for like 3 months immediately after, and then this guy. i like talking to him and i like the idea of relationships with different people at my school (he’s like an hour away, closer to where i actually live) and he’s so out of my league but i just soooo do not want to