
2 years ago i left a 3 year relationship and i felt the same way you did. since then i have fallen in love again, ive gotten my heart broken, been in a soul crushing situationship. the person i was 3 years ago could’ve never imagined that id be with anyone else, but now even on my worst days im grateful i left him when i knew it wasn’t right and im glad ive gotten to experience everything, good and bad. it’s going to be hard for the first year or so but i promise one day you will find someone
Being afraid of finding love is a serious oxymoron. That said, think you gotta treat it like the cherry on top. If you make a relationship the whole Sunday regardless of what part of it might be missing today it’s easy to feel unfulfilled in some major way if it’s not complete (and a relationship is never complete it’s always growing) if it’s the cherry on top, a Sunday is still amazing with or without the cherry!