5
When I started looking at other people and getting upset at happy couples and thinking “I wish he was like this person.”
He would always tell me that he didn’t have time for me, but I saw him making time for acquaintances.
When he didn’t take my boundaries seriously and just kept disrespecting me.
When you have to tell yourself “when it's good it's good” or when you have to ask that question
When I realized he was never actually happy with my accomplishments