You’ll find love someday, don’t lose hope girlie it genuinely comes when you least expect it. I was saying the same thing before my ex dropped into my life, I thought I would NEVER be able to date bc I’m too shy but it happened ;) It didn’t work out in the end I but I still got to experience love. If ur religious, pray abt this too—God hears you, and he’ll lead your man to you but we just have to be patient and trust him💕