always felt like i was different from everyone else. i have always had social problems. when i was younger teachers just assumed i couldn’t speak english bcs i never spoke 😭 i’ve always struggled to make friends and never felt like a normal person. socializing and the bright lights at school gave me extremely bad headaches. people always treated me like a kid and infantilized me and i never understood why. i started to read up on autism in women and realized i related to almost everything