Autistic girl community on Yik Yak | I hate having meltdowns because the smallest things trigger my fight or flight response. It’s uncomfortable, I hate feeling so upset/sad. I don’t want to be like this, but it’s like my brain is finally catching up to decades worth of suppressed trauma

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I hate having meltdowns because the smallest things trigger my fight or flight response. It’s uncomfortable, I hate feeling so upset/sad. I don’t want to be like this, but it’s like my brain is finally catching up to decades worth of suppressed trauma

Anonymous 1w

This is so real especially when it happens in public cause then I’m hella embarrassed and then I just want to cease to exist and then I’ll think about those moment forever

Anonymous 1w

You probs already know this but let urself feel upset/sad and remind yourself you are safe

Anonymous

#1 1w

Unfortunately I just now lost a close friend, after posting this, so I’m not sure I’ll be able to feel safe ever. That was my safe person, everything just got a whole lot worse. I keep losing friends, and I’m being told it’s not my fault, but then why do people keep leaving me. I feel like an unlovable monster

Anonymous

OP 1w

I am really sorry about that. I get how you feel and that its hard to feel safe when u feel so misunderstood. I wish we could be friends cause I wouldn’t do that

Anonymous

OP 3d

This is so relatable omg

Anonymous

#2 3d

OMG there are so many times where I’m trying so hard to not shut down in public. Also I’m not a part of this community because I’m not a girl, but I saw this post because it was reposted in the Neurodivergent group. Otherwise I wouldn’t comment.

Anonymous

#2 3d

But omg there was an alcoholic girl every day that was stalking and harassing me in my form because she thought I didn’t live there even though I showed her that my student ID opened the door, and she snatched the glasses off of my face and shoved me and blocked me from entering. I had multiple meltdowns/shutdowns in front of her and she just saw that as opportunities to take advantage of me more.