
My facial expressions are my own. I don’t really hold back my weirdness at all (just practicing on recognizing the appropriate time to say things.) I’ll compromise on things but I don’t do things I don’t want, like I’ve always been most awkward around my family and I’ll participate socially but after a few hours I’ll end up sitting or laying on a couch reading on my phone. I dress alt so people arent surprised when I’m a little creepy up front but I’m full scary friend now.
I don’t smile if I don’t feel happy. I don’t laugh if I don’t want to. I’m just me in my purest form and it’s working for me. Apparently masking made me seem even odder because it always seemed like I was playing a role and it was off putting. I also decided I don’t care if I’m disliked by people that aren’t my people. Like I’m ok with being a black sheep.