it feels like watching myself from a third person perspective and making sure that i am running an “act normal” program effectively whenever i’m being observed. a lot of things like “eye contact, is that enough. oops too much look away shortly. ok now look back” and “where should my arms go? crossed is off putting, dangling feels weird. let’s try one hand in a pocket, oh shit they want to shake my hand, regroup”

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Like you know when non newtonian fluids are compressed they get hard and turn into liquid when relaxed?

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