
To me it’s a problem with my autistic limerance and I have RAD so I have disorganized/avoidant attachments. I feel super romantically about my friends and that feeling never goes away bc I don’t act on those feelings to a point where we start dating, I’ve tried and failed. But with the people I date, they want to date me too instantly and I just feel like they don’t love me as much as my friends bc they give in to a future with me without fully knowing me. But my friends all wanna marry me in 5y