I can work my ass off all day every day with numerous tasks, projects and papers, and assignments, but the idea of getting a job is paralyzing. Shut down. Any kind of job. Because I know I won’t be able to accommodate my needs, even in my chosen fields.
And it sucks, because I’m smart. I want to work. But getting a job and keeping it are impossible. People think I’m lazy or not trying when I’m working my ass off 24/7 just to keep up. It’s getting exhausting