
I fear not being able to multitask in several areas of responsibility. For example, NOW I am a student, friend, employee, volunteer, gf (kinda), athlete, and I notice I tunnel vision things where I can only lock in on one thing/everything else gets neglected & I fear not being able to handle being a mom, wife, daughter in law/daughter, aunt, friend, sister, etc. in equal capacities & I’m gonna get overwhelmed and neglect or yell or shutdown. So whatever all of that means is what I fear in Audhd
kids are more resilient than you think. my parents fucked up a lot of shit, yours probably did too. i still love them dearly. hormonal changes literally drive people crazy so i wouldn’t beat yourself up so bad about being so emotional during pregnancy. i’m sorry that you’ve had such a tough experience and i hope it turns out better for you in the future love