This is so real, like you can change your fashion your style your make up, and say only the most perfectly thought out words, but something about our aura just makes us outsiders like there’s something about me (autism) that I can’t pinpoint or fix, but everyone else who isn’t autistic smells it a mile away and it’s like a hovering sign no matter what I do.
Don’t try to fit in. I found this out recently but at least for me when I try to be “normal” it’s like I’m an alien wearing a human suit (thanks bf). But after I dropped that and was more myself people started flocking to me. Idk if it’s bc I’m a monkey in a zoo or just interesting 🤷♀️. Literally be yourself and the right people will find you