Im too tired and in pain to be playing fuck around and find out with my health. And im certainly tired of drs asking me if i want meds like im some sort of addict. Bitch i want fucking answers! I’m 27 and i feel im wasting my fucking life cause i spend most of my time inside in pain and sleeping. But because i dont fit some lil checklist im not sick enough, so ill just be monitored
And if they dont care enough to want to actively monitor me and get to the bottom of it, then i dont fucking care anymore. Im tired of getting these fucking tests back, getting stressed tf out, Told i need to see a specialist just to be i dont meet the ctieria/ im not sick enough and im fine. Ill just fucking die and then they can figure it the fuck out in my autopsy