Anonymous #1 12w

Exactly! Like guys I swear I wanted to join your plans but in this moment I would be in constant pain and would not be fun to be around

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Anonymous #1 12w

The autism and chronic pain combo sucks. I keep getting sensory overload from the pain so I keep having shutdown and occasionally meltdowns

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Anonymous OP 12w

Right like do you want me there to be my usually funny self or do you want me to be quiet and seemed like im pissed off to be there?? Like im gonna have to take a rain check on this one

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Anonymous #2 12w

Ive been having straight meltdowns, I just had two back to back so bad this weekend my knuckles were bleeding from punching the wall cause it was the only thing to get me to calm down. I straight up was in tears and screaming cause on top of chronic pain im dealing with tooth pain. And i stfg i almost went insane from it.

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Anonymous #1 12w

(You may have seen my posts about making an urgent care appt and my tooh dying in the community here.. yeah im that dude😪) Like i should have been shot up with a tranquilizer or something with how fucking insane i felt from the pain. And then my chronic pain is like yoooo lemme join in!!! *fibro strikes* I CANT KNOW PEACE I STFG I CANT YALL😭

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Anonymous OP 12w

Sorry replying to you again cause i thought of something else My biggest issue too with this is I’m 27 (idk how young yall are) but I’m supposed to be in the fucking club! (Metaphorically im not a club kinda guy lol) like im supposed to be out and doing shit, just like my friends are Yet i fucking can’t cause i got struck with God’s fucked up lil freak stick and can’t do normal shit🧍🏼‍♂️

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Anonymous #1 12w

I’m 20! But I get it, all my friends are doing day trips and going to parties and being spontaneous, but I’m like I need to know weeks in advance so I can rest up to then so I have energy to participate. Also parties are a sensory overload and I’m always stuck as DD and that’s not fun (even tho I wouldn’t even join in alc or whatever). Also like sorry I’m a grandma, but I need to be able to rest my body for a couple hours between activities

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Anonymous OP 12w

NO FR!!! Im not a bar hopping kinda guy, I’ll get black out drunk or do certain drugs but ima do it in the house incase i get too fucked up and wanna go to bed lol And i TOTALLLYYYY get that about needing to know in advance, i need a good week before so i can plan my entire week to make sure im good for that day yknow Like people really dont fucking get it😪 and no amount of explaining or giving examples & metaphors will ever help them really get it.

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Anonymous #1 12w

I’m 24! Also should be out and about doing things. Instead I’m laying in bed compressing all my joints bc I somehow got bursitis everywhere. Gotta love mystery health issues

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Anonymous #2 12w

Omggg! Yall this is whack af for us! Three mfs in their 20’s doing absolutely nothing 🧍🏼‍♂️ we need to talk to the manager or something😂😂 Yall tell me why my fuck ass tooth just started hurting again?! I just got home from a nice day out, not a single fucking tooth ache. As soon as i get home it wants to fucking play😐 im gonna crash out

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Anonymous #1 12w

Nah because I could be having a great day but the moment I’m home my body senses and the crash out begins

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Anonymous OP 12w

Like wtf bro! 💀 this shit is WHACK AF! I said if before ill say it again in pain should be illegal! Especially during pride month😂

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