yes! you’re not alone on that, i feel like a lot of people who frequently interact with the healthcare system start to get some serious anxiety about it at one point or another. it’s vulnerable, it hurts, and it sucks, and it becomes even harder if you’ve been emotionally or physically hurt in a healthcare setting. personally, i find it helpful to ask them to draw from my hand instead of my elbow. it feels less sensitive and it generally avoids the “digging for veins” feeling that freaks me out.