Been so angry and irritable and in pain off my meds for a week and gotten so frustrated several times that I’ve gone back to hitting things when I can’t regulate. Leading to accidental injuries that hurt more. I am so mad about being mad about it. Fuck
I have my appointment tomorrow but I hate this and I hate healthcare and fuck my body and fuck my brain I’m spending the last of my money on this stupid copay and I have to wait for payday to get the actual meds just fuck everything