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I feel like my body is slowly dying and all I want is to slowly die in peace but instead I have to force myself through living. It wouldn’t hurt so much if existing through pain was enough, I wish that was enough. Why do we need to actually live live too
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I used to prefer sleep to wakefulness bc it meant I was at peace and my body felt suspended. But I finally realized I was missing what made life so special and that was the joy of people. The living part of life seemed so so bleak for so long but I promise that good people and small accomplishments make wakefulness worth it please keep trying

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