
i’ve been in this industry for 3 years and can’t escape bc of my situation. i have absolutely zero help with anything. and ik it’s easier said than done but it’s physically and mentally impossible for me to have a drive to do anything. i have no belief or confidence that i’ll be able to live on my own or do anything. my step father telling me that im not gonna be able to make a living off of my current job is heart breaking bc ik it’s true. i recently recovering from my foot surgery so it’s hard
i’m taking a break from weed as well so idk maybe i’m just mentally unwell rn. idk why i feel like this but i really don’t wanna be living anymore. i feel like there’s something wrong with me. like i can do things that other people can do within an ease. as i’m typing this he’s telling my mom i have no liability no car no money or anything lol.