Confessions on Yik Yak | I keep saying and doing things that mildly upset my girlfriend and I just can’t get myself to stop, I honestly feel awful about doing it and don’t feel I deserve her or any happiness for doing so. I sometimes wanna hurt myself because of the way I am.

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Confessions 10w

I keep saying and doing things that mildly upset my girlfriend and I just can’t get myself to stop, I honestly feel awful about doing it and don’t feel I deserve her or any happiness for doing so. I sometimes wanna hurt myself because of the way I am.

Anonymous 10w

What are you doing or saying?

Anonymous

#1 10w

These are paraphrased but “I prefer your hair dyed this color and I’m sad you’re changing it” and “did you know working out could make your chest perkier” or “(something something) always reassures my love for you”. I never mean any harm and I wanna marry her some day but I say things like this and she’s still somehow obsessed with me.

Anonymous

OP 10w

Just writing these out make me think I deserve a death sentence

Anonymous 10w

And that I think is the reasonable response to that. I think I just have an awful habit of speaking before thinking let alone thinking if what I wanna say is gonna hurt or not. Not just with my girlfriend but I’ve been struggling with this for a few years now. I think I just need therapy but I have no idea where to find good help