Anonymous #1 11m

Like my brain buzzes in a good way and I feel powerful. Like I can get away with anything and I am so pretty I get a free get out of jail card all because of my looks and personality. I feel kinda slutty in a good way too like my body is something that needs to be looked at and falling in love with me is the easiest thing ever

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Anonymous OP 6m

Was there a specific point where you realized this was different from just feeling really confident or having a really good day? And what does it feel like now that you’re out of it? I don’t mean to pry, I’m genuinely just really curious

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Anonymous #1 Just now

Well considering it usually followed with me doing something stupid (crashed my parents car) or spending my savings on things I don’t need. I think the main difference is when I feel confident I kinda feel remorse if I do something impulsive compared to when I get manic. Honestly I thought it was a normal thing until my friends did an intervention and made me call my therapist to discuss it.

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