
The problem is you are still in the mindset of treating college like high school. You need to WANT to learn the material and it shouldn’t be some slop you force into your brain. You are no longer learning to pass a test. This is going to be needed for your future, so make it interesting.
The academic part is fine, I’m saying I want to have friends to enjoy these years more. I can’t make learning interesting because school is always hard and hasn’t been fun for years. To me it is always about passing a test I don’t think most of this will help me in the future and I have a bad memory anyways