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i think that actually the biggest argument i could make possibly levy against the idea that i could somehow be a practicing [insert thing here] and still be a creative at the capacity i'd like to be is that I Simply Have Too Much I Want To Do As Is.
do i not want to go study medicine because i earnestly have no interest and find joy in doing other things or do i just not want to be wrong/feel like a fool for rejecting doing something that would benefit me greatly for many years
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Anonymous 1d

objectively i could be much better about how i spend my time. but even if i was even if i perfectly utilized all 24 hours of each and every day i fear i would still have so much to do and not enough time to do it. not like, in life or something per se just—at a pace that would satisfy me. i don't know what that pace is. i just know that right now it isn't fast enough and i'm not doing as much as i think i could/want to. ?

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 1d

what DO i mean by this why do i feel like this

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 1d

god have i never actually stopped to think about this yet? i mean sure no i think it's because i barely have much of anything out there and i am slow to get to these things yes but realistically speaking like how often do i want to be say releasing original music or song covers or whatever else? how often Can i do those things? all at once?

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