
objectively i could be much better about how i spend my time. but even if i was even if i perfectly utilized all 24 hours of each and every day i fear i would still have so much to do and not enough time to do it. not like, in life or something per se just—at a pace that would satisfy me. i don't know what that pace is. i just know that right now it isn't fast enough and i'm not doing as much as i think i could/want to. ?
god have i never actually stopped to think about this yet? i mean sure no i think it's because i barely have much of anything out there and i am slow to get to these things yes but realistically speaking like how often do i want to be say releasing original music or song covers or whatever else? how often Can i do those things? all at once?