
I don’t want to be the step before full self-discovery. Not to mention he doesn’t have good experiences with women. Idk what to do. I love him but I just wish he would tell me how he truly feels. I also selfishly want to transition sooner than the time I set myself. Because it makes me think he’ll like me more. I’m not in the right environment to transition yet so I’m waiting until after college graduation but what if he breaks up with me before then?!