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lowkey i feel like the way my parents raised me made me incapable of love and also super weird and distant with everyone
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Anonymous 7w

i'm being so deadass rn my dad used to super villain origin story monologue to me about how no one in the world can be trusted and you are born and die alone and i could only trust him bc even my mother left me & him .... bro i was 7? bro & this monologue started because i was crying on the steps outside bc my aunt was supposed to pick me up to go to the pool and never came 😭

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Anonymous 7w

Got these talks from my parents too but moreso from my mom. Also chronically single lol high five

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 7w

and he was like you don't need friends. friends aren't real. they don't actually care about you, there's no such thing as best friend. why would you raise a child like this wtf 😭 this is why i can't keep a gf i swear

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 7w

and not to mention all the horrific shit i heard about my own body like bruhhhh. i never had half a chance to be a normal well adjusted adult with healthy attachments.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 7w

also when i was like 16 or something, i told him i had never felt deep affection for anyone or a crush or anything like that. i didn't even feel close to my friends or feel like i love my family and he said oh there's nothing wrong with u bro im like that too haha twin. BRO HELP US??? HELP ME??

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 7w

the problem is that im not even chronically single i just keep wracking up disastrous relationships with women that leave me with financial social and emotional devastation. so really the apple doesn't fall far from the tree 🤔

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 7w

You’re attracted to women who fit your idea of family and love bc they make you feel as an adult how your parents made you feel as a child

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