i feel this. for my whole life i’ve tried so hard to have friends but in the end most of the friends i ever have either drift away or hurt me in some way. i just stopped trying bc i’ve wasted so much energy on people that don’t care about me. i need to get over myself and get used to being alone

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i wanna make it clear too, i absolutely am not someone who cant talk or doesnt make people excited in anyway. i just dont know what it is, i feel numb to it all

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